Why..?

Why do i love her?
I know she does not

Why do i hope to see her?
I know she'll not return

Why do i wish to be with her?
I know she'll never want me.

Why do I still check her scrapbook,
knowing she has nothing in there for me.

Why do I still answer her calls,
when its not but sarcasm.

'Cause for me she's another God,
Who did not find time to hear me pray!!

living on..

walking alone
in this bustling street
my hands try to grasp
the wind that hugs it
hoping to feel the touch
that your soft palms once gave me

sitting alone
at this sea shore
my shoulders whine
wishing ur face
was just resting there

alone at the table
sipping my coffee
i look across
to see the empty chair
trying to see
you, who is not there

i walk in the rain
i walk the pain
i still have to learn
to live without you

genuine clown

sitting at that circus ring
i was laughing
at this clown
who made me laugh
and ache my stomach

what i didnt know
was he too had
an aching stomach
when i laughed
and got to know
after this play
there is no dinner
waiting for him
and he has to walk back
with an empty pocket
and make smile
his hungry child..

so he hid
the best of his joke
and didnt give me
the best laugh i could have had!!!

all in the game

In his seat
sits he, cheering

In his eyes
sparks a flare

Follows the ball,
every second of the game..

A goal is in,
And so happy he is..

Tries to stand up and cheer,
But falls back he in his chair..

Just another ball, he is
In the game fate plays..

killer's flavours..

Killer he is
butchering animals
Feeding its meat
to millions among us

Killer he is
Murdering enemies
for his own nation
and called a patriot

Killer he is
plucking the flower
sadistic fun
of an innocent child..

Killer I am
jumping off a roof
trying to fly
but learnt that I'm dumb!!